So many things have happened. There were multiple break downs, much laughter, and eventually a new plan for the future was formed. Much as I would love to write all of it down for you to read, I don't think that the decision making process is really what matters. The important thing is that uncertainty has been abandoned, and I am running down the path I've chosen at full speed. Kyle and I are going to be together, and that is enough.
Meanwhile I am living, harboring a secret fire deep in my heart that warms my soul against the chill of a few more lonely months. Whenever I am discouraged, I have only to remember that the sea of faces around me are completely unaware of this one essential knowledge and suddenly the haze lifts, the waters part, and I am left standing, miraculously unscathed.
I'd like to thank you all for your support and advice. It did not fall on a closed mind. I took each and every voice to heart, but in the end, the decision Kyle and I have made is one that we felt best. The wedding planning continues, presumably for sometime in September or October. My classes end with this semester, and will resume next January at best. This summer Courtney and I are both going to Germany. We're hoping to be there in May. I have my fingers crossed for a week long visit. If things continue to go as
And now the Carrot Show continues as per usual. You can expect the January and February BoTM awards to be posted within the week. :)
With much love and best wishes,