Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Waiting So Patiently
The time that's unwinding between now and then is monotonous and steady. The repetition of school, Kyle, school and Kyle is only broken by events like Valentine's day, my ex-step-sis's birthday that's coming up, the job interview I had Monday (won't know how that went until later in the week)...It's the worst kind of torture, kind of like being told the time and date of your death, but leaving out how it's going to happen. There's nothing you can do to stop it. You do one of two things: Go about your business and hope for the best or lock yourself in and stop living sooner. I wish there was an option C...or that I could skip this weird middle phase and go straight to the strong and supportive girlfriend phase. Oh well. Guess I'll get there eventually.
Ranting topics include but are not limited to: life as an Army girlfriend